Busy but Fun

In my last post, there was my photos with 2 my friends. Yes, they are my best friend

@lulysyahkiss and @permatasafira (she is my senior in shs) .

About one week ago, we take some picture in UGM, the photographer is @permatasafira's friend. His name is Ardi (i think) and He school in Bosa.

In that day we so busy, because after take some picture in UGM, we must went to amongrogo to support our school basketball team on their match. However, we really happy in that day. Thaks Luly.. Thanks Mbak Nanda i love you, guys :)

Say "CHEEEEESE"

If i feeling sad or boring or yaaah you know lah.... In that time, usually i try to action in front my camera, wear a cute clothes, use makeup, and cheeese. Yeah i think it can make my mood good again. At least, it can make me slightly forgotten about my promblem :D

P.S : nothing special in my last valentine day, nothing surprise, nothing flower, and nothing CHOCOLATE tooooooo!!!!! I just want to get back to the past. But yeah i must keep spirit and spent my day with (try) to smile :)

LOVE,

Marcha

Smile Not Always Mean Happy

Bukannya mau sok tegar dengan menyimpan semua masalah sendiri, but i just not easy to trust people. Besides, Di semua problem yang aku punya, i always try to forget it. So, i think if i tell it to someone, i will a waste my time to remember it again. But, i was wrong.

Beberapa hari ini sinusitisku kambuh lagi, karena engga kuat nahan sakitnya, yesterday, akhirnya aku periksa ke dokter. Dari sekian seringnya aku ke RS buat periksa sinus-ku, It the first time i meet this doctor. Setelah dia memeriksa aku, tiba - tiba aja dia bilang kalau sakitku ini lebih dikarenakan faktor kejiwaan/pikologis. He said i'm stress. My mom and i so shock after hear that. Baru kali ini aku periksa dan ketemu sama dokter yg bilang semacem itu. Tapi anehnya semua yang dia bilang nyaris bener. Nasehat - nasehat dokter itu amazing banget. Dia bilang aku harus bisa jadi orang yg lbih terbuka lagi, jangan suka nyimpen smuanya sendiri. Dia juga berkali - kali bilang kalau semua masalah pasti ada jalan keluarnya. Kehidupan itu selalu berputar, saat satu masalah selese akan muncul masalah baru, dan akan terus seperti itu, Dokter itu bilang, aku harus kuat dan jangan pernah putus asa sekalipun. Dari sekian banyak nasehat yg dia bilang ke aku, ada satu nasehat yang mungkin ini adalah jawaban dari salah satu pertanyaanku ke Allah. Dokter itu bilang, "Jangan pernah berusaha untuk ngelupain masalah,tapi ambillah hikmah dari masalah itu, agar jika suatu saat kita dihadapkan oleh suatu permasalahan yang sama, kita tidak akan mengulang kesalahan yg sama lagi."

Thanks God you have brought me with this doctor, and God, i trust you really trust you that you so fair. :')

LOVE,

Marcha

Leopard and the baloon

My father bought a baloon sofa. Its produk from Innovation store, and its so unique. So, last week when i in Jakarta (in my father house), i try to play with my camera again.

LOVE,

Marcha

Rock but Still Sweet

Oke guys, today i feel afraid. My school will held a study exchange to thailand, and i really really want to go, but i don't really sure about my ability. I just follow to sign up and wait the test and i'm afraid to the test. My english teacher said kalau yang diujikan waktu test itu adalah kemampuan english kita, pengetahuan tentang Thailand, and keterampilan. We must can dance or membatik. Cuma 5 anak dari setiap angkatan yang bakal kepilih. Aku benar - benar enggak yakin, WHAT I CAN?

Gimana kalau nanti aku malah malu - maluin waktu tes?

Oh God, please help me. I just want to make my dream come true. So, please make it easy. I trust you, Allah :')

Bismillahirahmanirrahim.........

And, because i'm free now. hahaa so, i try to play with my SLR again, in my sister room's.I really sorry if the picture blur. It because i just make a tripot, so i can't to set the focus.

AAAAA bener - bener enggak tenang. Really afraid now!!!!

Please help me, guys. I really need your prayers.

Thankyou :')

LOVE,

MARCHA

Happy Ied adha

Happy Ied Adha, guys and Goodbye my cow and my goat. Semoga amal ibadah kita dapat diterima oleh Allah SWT dan semoga untuk kedepannya akan lebih baik. Amin :)

Today i prayer ied in my school. Yah its first time i prayer ied with my friends not with my family.

I celebrate ied adha in my grandparent house, yah tapi waktu aku sampai tempat penyembelihan ternyata semua hewan qurban sudah di sembelih dan akhirnya cuma bisa ngeliat orang yang pada motongin daging. ha-ha

And after my father have our meat, we back to my grandparent house. Di jalan menuju rumah eyang, kita nglewatin jalan setapak yang keren bgt and so, we take picture in there.

And you know? because it, now i'm sick :( hahaa So, Get Well Soon for me :)

Good Night, guys.

LOVE,

Marcha

Simple but Not Easy

"Life is simple but not easy"

yah, hidup emang simple cuma bangun, sekolah, les, makan, mandi, main, dan tidur lagi. Cuma enggak gampang buat nglakuin itu semua. pasti selalu aja ada halangan.

Guys, lagi - lagi aku ngrasa kaya yang dulu aku rasain di SMP. "ngerasa sepi ditengah kerumunan" keliatannya punya banyak temen, tebar senyuman di mana - mana, say hello setiap ketemu orang, ketawa - ketawa terus, tapi engga tau kenapa aku selalu ngrasain perasaan yang sebenernya enggak pengen aku rasain....ngrasa sepi ditengah kerumunan banyak orang... Aku enggak tau apa kalian pernah ngrasain hal semacem ini, but ini bener - bener perasaan yang paling nyebelin. Perasaan yang bikin kita enggak tau kenapa tiba - tiba aja nangis. Yah ini lah abstraknya hidup...And guys, you know? have a true friend is not easy ya? :'(

So, buat ngehibur diri sendiri, i try to play with my camera :)

LOVE,

Marcha