December

 

Hei, Long time no post !! This some month has been my laziest blogging month in 2012. I'm felt like losing my idea and didn't know what should i write in a post. Actually I've been experincing so many random things, maybe that's make me confuse where to start tell my experience. 

Well, I've face my final exam some week ago, and Alhamdulillah i have better score than before. At least, it's make me realize that all my sacrifice not in vain. It can be a spirit for me that if we trying the best it can bring us to the best result too.

And the important experience that i want to tell is until today i don't yet have a boyfriend. Okay in one side i feel like really free, really happy, and i can do anything that i want.But in another side, i feel like "little" lonely, like i haven't a people that really know me, that understand me so well, or that make me feel like dag dig dug. I haven't. And when you in my position, maybe you'll realize that have one special person that really care and understand you is better than have so many friends but really busy with themselves until they do not realize how lonely you're.

Guys, i have one thing that sometime make me really hate to be a single, it is when you've a suck friend (like a boy that really bother you) that force you to reply his messages, sometime he even doing something that look like your boyfriend whereas not. Oh my God how terrible it is. It is make me really want to angry and say, "Hei who do you think you're?!" but i can't. I didn't have the heart to hurt his heart. I didn't know what should i do right now.

Okay forget it all, no matter what happen with me right now, i still thank to God about all that have been given to me in my life, no matter good or bad it is. I'm sure that God will give the best way for me.

How about your holiday, by the way? i'm in Jakarta right now, enjoying my holiday with my family, And Insyaallah we'll celebrating new year party in Carita beach, rent a cottages in there like the last year, but i hope this year will be more fun. Why Carita? because i and family not smart in choose place to holiday, and we think that carita is not bad, so in this year we still choose the Carita beach as our holiday's place.Besides, Carita beach not too far, so my another family that live outside Jakarta still easy to go there.

So guys, i hope we'll have unforgettable holiday and wherever you spend it, don't forget to always remember about Allah, because Allah that will give us happiness. HAPPY HOLIDAY :)






LOVE,
Marcha